Happy Birthday Baby Boy!

Dear Oliver,
One year ago today you entered this world.  It was not how either of us wanted to start off our relationship.  I so wanted to snuggle and kiss you and let you know that all was right with the world.  Unfortunately, you went from me to a plastic box.  Your daddy was so proud to have a son, and walked with you to your new home.  We both had to wait to have those special Hallmark moments with you.  Perhaps Hallmark should develop a line of preemie cards to celebrate those unique preemie milestones. 
I was allowed to hold you long before I worked up the nerve to kiss you (I was so afraid of giving you germs).  Your daddy and I were terrified of you getting sick, you were so tiny and fragile, but you had a feisty side.  You were such a strong boy through all those weeks laying in your fish tank and hooked up to various noise makers.  You took all those needle pokes, ultrasounds, and eye exams in stride.  I felt like I needed to witness these events as they were part of your story.  It made me ache inside to hear you cry in protest and pain and know that I could not comfort you. 
I know in so many ways you were so much stronger than I was.  Most days I just wanted to grab you and take you home and forget about the nightmare our life had become.  You had so much to overcome and you did it!   
You came home and did wonderful.  You kept daddy and I on our toes.  Daddy and I love to give you snuggles and kisses.  Your personality is coming out everyday and we love to watch you explore your world. 
We are so glad that we were chosen to be your parents.  Your daddy and I have loved to watch you grow and change in this past year.  You are a true survivor and have shown us just how precious life is.

We love you so very much,
Mommy and Daddy